11.26.2009 // 4:22 AM
crazy, this is.I've missed so many classes and kyori rehearsals, and every time I'd actually BE in class I'd either be super hyper (i.e. laughing hysterically for the whole period of MATH) or dead. By dead, I mean asleep.
the thing is, I'm more tired because of the traveling and meetings, not rehearsals. I LOVE rehearsals. There doesn't seem to be enough of that though. Arirang had asked me to perform Nobody and wanted girl dancers, which I didn't have because, yeah, it's kind of last minute, and everyone else had their own thing like being in Korea (cough roz. cough.) Teehee :3 Since I was supposedly performing this song a couple of months ago as a surprise finale anyway, I asked Mr. Kim if we could just get the girls I was supposedly performing it with. Soooooo they got the group winners at the singing contest last year. Yes.
Mr. Kim is awesome. He's such a business daddy hahaha! By that I mean strict but nice. :)
...the concert is tomorrow. WHY AM I NOT MORE NERVOUS? ..yet.
Labels: dancers, life, music, perf
boyish-ish... not-very-girly... style.
11.15.2009 // 10:32 PM
Minispam, on request. Err.. because I signed out without saying goodbye the other day haha. XD
Rai's idol, woohoo <3
Labels: style
hair today, gone tomorrow!
// 9:11 PM
ugh that was such a loser title haha I deserve to be shot.But not by you. 'Coz I'm sexier than you :"D Sometimes.
Anywayyyy.... MC has kindly informed me to dye my hair a darker color.
I didn't know how to tell them "Well, I have. It just keeps GOING BACK TO BLOND WTF."
WARNING :: This post is full of faces. ...But they're all mine, OHNOEZ.
I shall demonstrate.
Here was my hair during halloween, after I dyed it dark brown.
..Sean (YJ) was right, I DO sort of look like TaeYeon sometimes wtf.
yaaaaaaaaaay fawk haux!! ..i mean, faux hawk o.o
and now it's becoming more blondish again 8D .. i mean.. D:< The school has given me quite some time to let my hair rest before dyeing it darker so yay ~
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on a random note, all of a sudden I realized... He's real. He's effing REAL. As real as I am right now (...well, if I'm real)
And so are the others, as I'm soon about to witness. They're real people. They have real stories.
I don't know whether to be happy or to be sad. Wait, I'm Avii. Okay I'll be happy, because ILH :D
And because I shall soon experience a tiny part of their reality.
listening to :: W e d d i n g D r e s s - B a e
Labels: avii, avii photo, hair, happiness, style, vain
Substitute for Love - Madonna
11.13.2009 // 7:08 PM
I traded fame for loveWithout a second thought
It all became a silly game
Some things cannot be bought
Got exactly what I asked for
Wanted it so badly
Running, rushing back for more
I suffered fools so gladly
And now I find
I've changed my mind
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
I traveled round the world
Looking for a home
I found myself in crowded rooms
Feeling so alone
Had so many lovers
Who settled for the thrill
Of basking in my spotlight
I never felt so happy
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
No famous faces, far off places
Trinkets I can buy
No handsome stranger, heady danger
Drug that I can try
No ferris wheel, no heart to steal
No laughter in the dark
No one night stand, no far off land
No fire that I can spark
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
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Labels: lyrics
i can get away with anything just because!!
11.04.2009 // 2:30 AM
I WORE MY MOM'S OLD NIGHT SHIRT TO SCHOOL TODAY.lol for serious. On a Roz dare :"D
Well AND 'coz this was the first shirt i grabbed from mom's closet.
I'm serious. It's a freaking night shirt. And it's OLD.
May hole pa siya sa side and everything XDDDDD
And then I got bored waiting at the registrar's office and started humming 'Heartbreaker'
by my ever so sexy celebrity twin GD yo!!
He's so conceited. I love him. <3
Labels: avii photo, image quote, life, style
// 2:28 AM
I Do Not Hook up
Kelly Clarkson
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it
Slow motion, sparks
You've caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes, they will
They don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
I can't cook no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now
So love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause I feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With the snap of your finger
Oh no!
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
Cause you don't wanna miss out
Kelly Clarkson
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it
Slow motion, sparks
You've caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes, they will
They don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
I can't cook no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now
So love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause I feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With the snap of your finger
Oh no!
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
Cause you don't wanna miss out
Labels: lyrics
i'm NOT jealous!
11.03.2009 // 7:49 AM
This is in response to my Ballsy Babe Twin's 'I'm jealous' post. :)- I’m not jealous of Roz for her amazing dance skills nor for cavorting around in
- I’m not jealous of Jeki for her amazing soccer skills and her cozy, uberly modern home and caring parents and driving license.
- I’m not jealous of Pin for her intellect, endless talents, and having such amazing leadership skills.
- I’m not jealous of Mindy for being multi-talented and living so independently.
- I’m not jealous of Trixie for her tailoring and piano-playing skills.
- I’m not jealous of Tina for her Snow White skin, beautiful voice and all her musical skills.
- I’m not jealous of Mami TeenTin because she’s such a strong person and constantly goes on adventures around the world.
- I’m not jealous of Lex for being even more charming and arrogant than I am.
- I’m not jealous of Ron for turning out to be a great musician.
- I’m not jealous of Cathy unni for being the most adventurous and open-minded person I know.
- I’m not jealous of Daphne for her generous and kind spirit and passion for dance.
- I’m not jealous of Jussy for her wonderfully weird charm, her Mermaid legs and her singing skills.
- I’m not jealous of Mayu for being such an tightass when it comes to graphics and sketching ‘coz she’s really good.
- I’m not jealous of Jek for being …tall.
- I'm not jealous of YJ for being so independent and free so early in life.
- I'm not jealous of Mark for knowing how to play every instrument in the world.
- I’m not jealous of Kevin Troy for being … sexy.
halloween!!
11.02.2009 // 1:25 AM
Halloween party at my über cool DJ Uncle and his family's flat.
The decorations weren't scary but were still awesome!
Cobwebs everywhere, hand-goblet candle holders, deadly-looking dolls, creepy masks over nightlights .. teh sexy <3>The rest of my relatives [even mum's mom was in REALLY SHINY pants and what I believe was one of MOM's shiny perfy tank tops] are really childlike and tugshtugsh and yes. HAHA.
I love my fun and disturbing family <3
Cobwebs everywhere, hand-goblet candle holders, deadly-looking dolls, creepy masks over nightlights .. teh sexy <3>The rest of my relatives [even mum's mom was in REALLY SHINY pants and what I believe was one of MOM's shiny perfy tank tops] are really childlike and tugshtugsh and yes. HAHA.
I love my fun and disturbing family <3
Now for my costume that does not deserve to be called a costume because it wasn't a costume, it was an outfit.
Some of the kids thought I was that girl from Lazy Town :/
I wore the wig for most of the night but removed it after because I didn't even like it, really.
Also because...MY REAL HAIR IS MORE SEXY :'D
+ dress stolen from my little sister's closet. [but i helped pick it out when we bought it]
she was 9 turning 10 when she wore it. it doesn't fit her now :/
I wore the wig for most of the night but removed it after because I didn't even like it, really.
Also because...MY REAL HAIR IS MORE SEXY :'D
+ dress stolen from my little sister's closet. [but i helped pick it out when we bought it]
she was 9 turning 10 when she wore it. it doesn't fit her now :/
Labels: avii photo, family, hair, happiness, life, style
